Restless, thunderstorms.

Hello world...I've been creeping about, unbeknownst to you.

I'm on my Mom's computer. I still haven't ordered a new fan for mine, so I can't really use it. I've just been leaving it in Reno, with the rest of my stuff. I never stay there anymore though. I haven't even been to my apartment in four or five days. I need to go back and get the rest of my stuff. The driving to and from work sucks, but it's only about ten minutes more, and it's worth it to be here. I love Carson...I've missed it so much, missed being around people, my mom, having human contact. And now Jen can do whatever she wants; have her addict friends stay at the apartment in the living room, whatever. Doesn't matter to me. Though, I will feel much better once I get the rest of my stuff out of there. It makes me uncomfortable knowing I've got stuff up there still.

I think after work on Sunday I'll stay at my apartment, then pack the rest of my stuff into my car, and then after work on Monday I'll go back to Carson. I have three days in a row off! I'm so excited :) I'm going to go to the library and get some books. And the boy has Monday and Tuesday off, so we can skype!

I don't get to see him again until mid August or so. :(
Boo. I miss him so much...it's cliche, but it really does hurt at times. Waking up thinking he's there because I'm half asleep, but he's not. And my sheets and my pillows smell like him. But he's not there :/

Alright...well I don't have much to say, it turns out.